Imagining Home

Tianze Ni has been detained in ATUs since May 2014. Here is his mother’s story of that time:

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My 18 year old son Tianze has autism, a learning disability and sometimes behaviour issues.

We used to live happily in Fife, Scotland with Tianze, but in May 2014 when Tianze was 16 years old he was moved to a hospital in Middlesbrough North Yorkshire, over 200 miles away from home, to have an assessment. It was only supposed to be for maximum 6 week assessment.

The professionals told us that in order to carry out this short term assessment, Tianze needs to be sectioned. However, two years later, Tianze is still there and we still don’t have his discharge plan yet.  We have followed Tianze to  Middlesbrough by selling our house in Scotland. Tianze has developed self harming behaviour in hospital. Tianze has developed bedsores in hospital ,Tianze has been subject to prone restraint regularly in hospital. Since May 2014, Tianze has been transferred from Scotland to Middlesbrough, from Middlesbrough to Prudhoe and from Prudhoe to Morpeth. Tianze has lots of injury marks during his two years in in-patient services which never happened at home. He has lost weight in his two years hospital.

Tianze attended a residential school before hospital. The school was 1 hour away from our home and he came back home every weekend and for the school holidays . After breaks in his routine, he had a meltdown in his residential school in March 2014 and he was transferred to a day pupil at the school. His routine quickly broke down. We didn’t have any support workers at home to support us after the school placement broke down.

During the Easter holidays in 2014, Tianze had no respite in place. Tianze feels sometimes he needs to go somewhere for respite and often ended up in A&E. The hospital referred him to a mental health hospital in Fife in April 2014, but he was allowed to return home on leave. On 29th April 2014, a mental health tribunal gave our son  a  CTO (Compulsory Treatment Order). Then he was formally detained in the hospital in Fife. The hospital didn’t have the capacity to assess Tianze, so they decided to move him to England. I thought the CTO was part of a plan to help him get better and for us to receive better support, but what I didn’t expect was that he would actually become worse. The only strategies in Fife were to lock him up and detain him without any treatment. It is inhuman treatment .

Tianze was detained in the mental health hospital in Fife Scotland from 29th April till 6th of May of 2014 and then they transferred him into a general low secure mental health hospital in Middlesbrough on 6th of May 2014.

In August 2014 the  doctor in the Middlesbrough hospital declared that Tianze’s assessment had finished and said he needs a placement so that my son can be discharged . but there was no residential placement in Scotland ready for him at that time. Tianze‘s old residential school was rejected by LA as unsuitable, even though the school were prepared to take Tianze back. So, after finishing the assessment in August 2014, he remained stuck in the mental health hospital in Middlesbrough as there was nowhere for him to be discharged to. The hospital is not geared towards autism, so problems just got worse. In first instance, he should never have gone there.

Every week we had to travel  400 miles round trip to see Tianze. It is 12-14 hours total journey for a two hour supervised visit. Sometimes if he had been slightly agitated we would arrive to find our visit had been cancelled.

Tianze is highly homesick and misses home so much. He has written a song called “Back Home” that he sings everyday to me.

Tianze wakes up each day at 4 AM and crosses one day off from his calendar and is counting the days back home daily. He draws lots of pictures of his home but doesn’t like his personal belongings left at the hospital. That is not easy for a child to do daily for a year now !! What inhuman treatment we receive in this so called civilized country!

Since he has been away from home he has started self harming behaviour. Currently he has injury marks on both arms while before hospital there was no injury marks on his body. We discovered some bedsores in March- April 2015 due to him sleeping on the hospital floor for long periods of time! What a shock, this happened to a young boy full of energy!

Tianze also has been discovered with injury marks caused by restraint actions. We called in the Safeguarding team in 2015.

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Since Tianze is in England, we aren’t entitled to any legal aid to receive any legal help in Scotland. We have contacted both Mencap and the Care Minister who both said they can’t help us because we lived in Scotland . In order to be closer to Tianze and reduce the legal confusion we made the decision to move house to Middlesbrough from Scotland. We sold our house and temporarily rented a house in Middlesbrough for six months. We have now purchased a house there.

Before Christmas 2014, Tianze was allowed home leave with us every weekend. We would go to the public parks, museums, shopping and beaches. That stopped with the move to the new hospital who now refuse any home leave at all. Tianze misses his home so much. He was so upset to see other patients can have home leave but he can’t despite the fact that we have moved home to within 5 minutes drive from the hospital.

Eventually, all the professionals decided that Tianze needed to move into another hospital in Prudhoe Northumberland which has a learning disabilities input. The professionals said that this would be short term for further more appropriate assessment and then he will be discharged with a community care package. We visited the hospital before. They showed us a music therapy room with piano and drums which we knew our son would enjoy as music is very important to him. We were shown a kitchen to allow patients to practice life skills and a big sports hall and one workshop for patients to do some handicraft. We felt happy about these facilities inside the hospital and saw this as a sign of progress. Although I still felt unhappy that it was another hospital and not a return home, we in the family are given no choice and have to agree to another move.

After transferring to the hospital in Prudhoe, Improving Lives Team came to review Tianze’s treatment and make a plan for the future. After review they recommended Tianze should be discharged back home around his 18th birthday time . They also recommended that the hospital needs to reduce IM and prone restraints in a few weeks time. I felt happy about this recommendation from the Improving lives Team and feel we had hope.

But soon it turned into nightmare again …

Before the CPA in September 2015 the professionals had a meeting and all agreed that the community care package isn’t ready now and funding is still in dispute with Scotland. Then in the CPA in September 2015 The Responsible Clinician said Tianze needs another adult hospital since he needs IM and prone restraint often and a community placement wouldn’t be appropriate whilst this need was still high. In converse of the recommendation of reducing prone restraint, the hospital has significantly increased prone restraint to him as a regular practice and we constantly view Tianze being held down on floor. Tianze has increased injury marks to his body and these injuries were caused either from prone restraint itself or his increased self harming behaviour.  We also constantly seeing them prone restraint Tianze in front of us during our visit time. After they put Tianze onto the floor they order us to leave like a fire happened and without allowing us to take our personal belongs . We feel both Tianze and us are treated like animals to be driven away and feel bullied

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Three times safeguarding alerts have been raised in 7 months stay in this hospital in Prudhoe. Once from the national clinical director of learning disabilities and twice from the charity – Challenging Behaviour Foundation.

After ILT recommended him home with support, we did all our new house adaptations. We have built a sensory room in our home. We have built a quiet house for Tianze when he needs space. We have put TV and lamps all protected .We have built a separate wall between the kitchen and the dinning room. We didn’t receive any funding support from any public organization or charity organization. We relied on our own fundraising.

As I am Tianze’s nearest relative I asked for him to be discharged. The doctor initially said it will give me a black mark in my history, but after advice from their trust solicitor he agreed that I can ask for discharge as nearest relative . But we have failed at the tribunal since the doctor reported there had been too many incidents and he is a risk to himself and to others. Nobody considers why he has increased incidents ? Why he has deteriorated since being in hospital.

After this failed tribunal in early January 2016 the professionals have decided to transfer Tianze to an adult hospital in Morpeth which is 65 miles from our new home in Middlesbrough. The CTR didn’t interview our son but recommended another year before starting a transition back into the community.

On 27th of January 2016 Tianze was transferred to the 4th adult hospital . The good news is that this hospital has a specialist autism unit and a better understanding of autism. Since Tianze has been at this hospital his incidents have reduced.

The Government promised people with autism would be given the best possible care in their communities. Instead Tianze has been severely let down by the institutions who are supposed to be helping us and he needs to be back with his family where he belongs.

We are a Chinese family, our culture is a very family oriented culture. Tianze likes to eat home cooked Chinese dinner, but suddenly he was given western hospital food which made him lose significant weight. Due to being highly homesick and not being allowed any home leave he has developed self harming behaviour significantly and enhanced biting behaviour.

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Tianze has written that he only can imagine his freedom. He has said that he can only imagine his home. So sad! What crime has he committed?

Please sign and share Tianze’s petition to bring him home. Thank you.

 

 

 

“Natural Causes”

Thomas Rawnsley died on the 4th February 2015. He was 20 years old. Thomas had a diagnosis of Downs Syndrome and Autism. He was just 4ft 10″ in height. Thomas had been in three different ATUs leading up to his death.

Here are the words of Thomas’s mother Paula.

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Someone told me at my sons funeral that time would heal. That I would never forget him but it would get easier. I don’t want to talk about his unspeakable, cruel death he suffered alone and away from me. I don’t want to think about the horror he faced in those final hours away from me. I hurt for him and me more and more every day. I fought so hard for my boy. They were always so powerful and Thomas was special to me.

I didn’t know how I was going to cope with him when I found out he had Downs Syndrome. His father and I were so worried, no one gave us any hope or encouragement but we tried so hard alone and brought up the sweetest, mischievous, loving boy ever. He loved his three older sisters and they loved him equally. We had one great family and we struggled with all the ups and downs families have normally.

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But like many children going into their teens Thomas started to be troubled. Although very slight in stature (he was only 4ft 10) he could be very strong. He also was diagnosed at this time with autism and so trying to understand what was happening to him was hard. He didn’t want to go to school and I was under pressure to get him and the others to school. I asked for help. How I wish that I never had asked for help now. How I wish darling Thomas I had kept you by my side and never let you go.

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The journey for Thomas was a darker and terrifying descent into a land of hospitals, drugs, cruelty and abuse resulting in a ‘carer’ targeting him deliberately and bending back his fingers to torture him among other means of torture and repression. Thomas had a will and stood up for himself despite his small size but they gradually beat him down and then they broke him and us with him the day he died in their non care. I knew he would die away from me. When he was finally sent away from us by a judge who said he “was getting bored and needed his tea’ I wept. I knew he would never come home. I knew it would be the end. I’d been secretly gagged by the court for daring to talk about the previous abuse in a local paper . I had nowhere to go with my problems and pleading. Thomas’s official advocate had promised to stand against the transfer to the home in Sheffield but he turned against him on the day and agreed with the courts. Thomas was bundled off sobbing and I didn’t get the chance to say good bye.

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The odds were always stacked against us. The last meeting I had with the professionals there were three lawyers in the room plus senior officers. We had a volunteer with us. We were not listened to. I told them Thomas had a serious chest infection and they said it wasn’t up for discussion at that meeting. Instead they told us it was an expensive meeting so I needed to listen to the important people. They had no intention of getting any grant money on offer to get Thomas housing. They stopped the application. It would have given us some hope and my darling boy some hope. Instead he died feeling hopeless and losing his faith in anyone to help him. The professionals at the meeting refused to let the Minister of Health Norman  Lamb have information that day or the BBC who were interested in Thomas’s story. I know in my heart that if they had not gagged us again like that Thomas would be alive today as they wanted to go and get information over the next few days.

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A week later Thomas was dead. A secret trip by a senior, and in my view, vengeful local authority officer to the court resulted in me being gagged again. I was unable to get to the people who could do something to help, and that cost Thomas his life. It was under the pretext of being in his best interests that the application to silence me was made. But it was because I criticised them for failing to look after my son properly and commissioning such appalling services. But all of those in power change their stories and have no accountability.

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It was snowing the week Thomas died. The home told me not to go. They didn’t tell me how ill he really was. I set out and turned back because the snow was so bad.  I’ll never forgive myself. I can’t live with the knowledge that I left him there in their hands. I have read reports now before his inquest that I can’t  share or discuss yet. But I lie here alone in my flat desperate and guilty that the horror of his death was avoidable. It’s not something that time heals. It gnaws, twists, wrenches and possesses me in an agony that is indescribable. I post pictures of some crazy nights to make people think I’m ok but the craziness is all in me. I’m going mad with the pain and guilt of it all.

My boy, my vulnerable boy died alone without me. They immediately said it was natural causes but a lifetime of pain, separation, cocktails of drugs, sobbing to come home, pleading to see the Judge, fell on their cruel dispassionate ears and we, his family are left to tend his grave. I had to agree to turn off the life support system of the baby who I brought into this world and that I loved for every special bit of him.

Justice for my boy Thomas Rawnsley

 

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A Request:

Thomas’s final pre-inquest hearing is in Sheffield at 11am on the 5th May. Paula would really appreciate as much support as we can gather. If you are free on that day and are able to attend, we know that Paula would really appreciate the support.

Life in a Conservatory

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Jack was born with ATRX syndrome (Alpha-thalassemia X-linked intellectual disability) which on its own has its difficulties. He attended a special school and had no issues there at all until it was time to leave at 16.

Jack’s anxieties were heightened more and more on the transition from school to college. He only visited the college once and on starting there, he found things very difficult. By this time he was known to CLDT team and was put on antipsychotic drugs.

Jack managed 18 months of college before they eventually excluded him because they could no longer support him. The next 18 months support came under the social care umbrella where they threw all kinds of support charities at him. It was inconsistent, which is the worst type of support when you have needs like Jack’s.

He hated it and his difficulties got worse to the point where he would go into town alone (as he was encouraged by the social care team to do) and get into trouble. The social care team didn’t like this and tried hard to control his life, activities etc. The psychiatrist was shelling out the drugs but wasn’t interested in Jack as a person at all. She prescribed 3 different drugs that he had extreme effects from, which added to his anxieties.

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I had asked for an autism assessment since Jack left school, but it fell on deaf ears.

The events leading to Jack’s first section(2) under the Mental Health Act (please bear in mind that Jack has never been diagnosed with a mental health problem) was the professionals believed that Jack needed help. To our regret, we went along with this and left him there for 28 days.

On discharge Jack had no diagnosis (autism or mental health), no care plan or aftercare. My husband had to give up his job to support him with me. They stripped Jack of all the meds they had previously prescribed and we had to wait 8 weeks to see a psychiatrist. But by this time he was finding things even more difficult.. My husband returned to work after the 8 weeks and Jack’s behaviour became challenging again and aimed at me a lot of the time.

Social services offered a flat for Jack. There was no transition, we weren’t allowed to see it beforehand and we were given just three days to prepare Jack for the move. We dropped him off on a Sunday afternoon. We spent 2 hours cleaning what the professionals called the flat. It wasn’t a flat. It was a conservatory added on to a bungalow that housed two other residents. In the conservatory Jack had a seating area and a small kitchenette. He had a single bed in the corridor between the conservatory and the rest of the house and a bathroom at the end of the corridor. We left him with 2 guys that hardly spoke to us. That evening it was highlighted that it was the wrong place for Jack but he was kept there for a further 2 days.

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Jack was so anxious and broken in the conservatory that the psychiatrist waded in there and then and sectioned him again. He was sent to an ATU in Birmingham. We live in Gloucestershire. I was not consulted at any point but the official papers says different! Jack pleaded with them for a second chance in the conservatory, even though he hated it and was very frightened there. He didn’t get one! After being in Birmingham for 2 weeks and after a lot of history written by myself, the ATU confirmed the diagnosis of autism and ADHD. Jack responded well to treatment and now has 3 days home leave each week. He is now waiting for a care provider to produce a team of people that can support Jack to come back to Gloucestershire.

Jacks section ended on 28 March 2016 but this has been renewed because of the wait for a care package to be put in place back at home. We see the section being renewed indefinitely, not because Jack needs to be under section but because the LA are making no effort in putting a care package together. They don’t have to spend a single penny whilst Jack is in the ATU and we get the impression they would like to keep it that way.

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The hospital are now trying to undermine our experience of Jack. We dont get any problems when Jack comes home on leave, although he gets very anxious prior to a home visit in case they cancel it. A couple of weeks ago, they cancelled Jack’s weekend home and Jack cleaned the whole ward in an attempt to get them to change their mind. Unfortunately, the unit are now saying they don’t  believe our reports of Jack’s behaviour at home. I know from other families that this is a familiar tactic to discredit families, it still feels very threatening for Jack’s future.

Jacks time in this ATU has really affected him. The tribunals,  the reviews have all taken their toll on him. It will take a long time to forget. Their control over him and us is disgusting, they pull the strings and we jump! I’d like to add being taken from home and sectioned in two different units could all have been avoided if a diagnosis was offered to him here in the community, but he had to be sectioned to get it!

Jack’s young life has been ruined all because the professionals couldn’t be bothered to get to know him. Unresponsive. A cocktail of antipsychotic drugs. No wonder he doesn’t know what day of the week it is

Jack hasn’t lived yet. He hasn’t had a friend and feels very unsafe at the moment

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